Sunday, February 27, 2011

PMchat

Today FEBRUARY 27, 2011 
porkshi!

mooshi :D
kababalik q lng galing hospy
kumusta na tita?
ikaw?
hmm me apetite nmn xa recently. tpos nakakalbo na uli
ok naman me
kaw?
mabuti naman ako.
buti naman may appetite na tita.:)
ilang gabi na ako la maayos na tulog.
gawa expt'l report.
yep nagpapadala nga ng mga fud sa mga friends nya hehe
ahh ganyan dn aq noon sa dlsu >,..,< tpos bare minimum lng naacomplish q sa lagay na un hays
kea ayaw q na bumalik sa comsci lols
gusto nmin pumunta rin jan kaso may pasok pa ako at dami requirements.
bakas convention namin sa legazpi kaya excused kami sa klse.:D
ah uu, pero uuwi ata si momy sa daet after ng radiation nya sa march
dun muna xa magpapalakas
ahhh.so malapit na!YESSS!
uwi ka rin ha?!
:)
end of march pa ata end of classes tpos magsusummer aq to make up sa paglipat school
pero uuwi dn cgro me, mga 1st week of march dating ni momy sa daet
text ka pag umuwi ka.kasi ill make sure magkikita na tayo.hehehe.XD

si yna rin e me summer
yey :3
busy ka?

gumagawa report hehe

o cge na.gawa ka muna report.
goodluck! :)
cg magout nga cgro me sa FB
distraction xa tlga :>>
pero d ikaw dami kc iba nagppm
lewls
asus!
hehehe.XD
hahahaha

o cge.salamat sa time.:)
gudnyt!
ikaw bc dn?

ingat palagi.hugs.:)
di msyado.XD
thankies chat tau pag d aq busy or txt2 haha nung nagtxt ka kc wala aq load that day kea nagmsg nlng aq sa FB mo
haha
ok lang.no prob! :)

kasi ang tamad ng prof kmi na halos ang nagtuturo
hnati ang class for reporting e nagkataon this week and last week aq lng reporter ng 2 chapter
toinks!
kaya yan!
yep so far kinakarir q nmn >:D

dapat lang.hehehe.XD
mag rurun pala ako as 3rdyr rep sa department namin.haha!XD
wow sure aq mananalo ka haha famous ka nmn sa batch ntin xD

toinks!sa buong psych lang naman.:P
hehehe.XD
o cge na.gawa ka na ng report mo.:)
bawal na mag fb.:P
okies gdnyt let missya mwah

missyoutoo.
mwah!
bye na! :P

3rd year JS Promenade 


Yna's Graduation Day

Valle's last visit
Valle's impake mode May 2010

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Vsession

pulling and pushing colored bricks under and perhaps over the other with the challenge of keeping them stand still was the game of the night. a little movement made everyone fuss and cry with nervousness and excitement. then a deal, scheduled two days after the game, came before dashing through gengga's tiebreaker game with MEcode, MISSexy and moanGuy. it was a kind of deal no one among them had ever tried. exciting, isn't it?! they agreed upon the condition of whoever loses the game shoulders the expenses.

and the game was on! 
clashing of bricks was about to be witnessed and heard.

playing with moanGuy was no like other. he was making these weird sounds (that's why i named him moanGuy). i don't know, maybe he was just too excited about the game style. MISSexy and MEcode were laughing to death. anyway, having him in the game was fun. better hear him play!

"it's gonna fall on my part!" was Mecode's obvious defeat. and it was. the confidence of hitting the deal was the opposite of her pocket's. indeed, the pocket was not anymore excited about it.haha! kidding aside, wooh! finally, a date was set.

the much awaited day had come.
MISSexy was asking if they could have someone who knew about "coaching" the deal to go with them. then MEcode named some. however, they were cautious because these persons might be too loud literally. instead, they planned to go alone. before the "deal", MISSexy and moanGuy had some other businesses to finish before 5pm.

before the clock stoke five, Coach Maria came. what a relief! someone came who happened to be an expert of "doing" the deal. MEcode approached Coach Maria. and guess what she did, she just laughed!

heading to ****os, a lot of questions came for Coach Maria. it was the color questions and some descriptions and distinctions. good thing Coach Maria was very accommodating that she answered all their questions with her mocking laughs. and the green was the group's choice (as it sounded so nice with Coach Maria's persuasion).

since moanGuy was apparently the only guy in the group, he was tasked to purchase greens provided with MEcode's money. a table at the hidden corner was chosen. 

the deal proper.
Coach Maria still laughing.
moanGuy having the greens.
MEcode's "yes, this is it!"
MISSexy still scared yet excited.








green.




Coach Maria providing details and warnings.
the three others wondered with their unending situational questions.

cool.
hahahahaha.
shhheeet.
so-ganito-pala laughs
then, done!


MEcode thought the deal was over but MISSexy wanted more. yup! you read it right. who would have thought  MISSexy really wanted to try them all? (then MEcode's pocket was feeling even more nervous) and of course, there was Coach Maria's mocking laugh.






then gold came.







soon red.





to sum them all up, black.








woooh! that was tough.
full of excitement, though.
so pasaway, yet fulfilling.
so out of the comfort zone. 
making MEcode change her perceptions about people.

"hindi lahat nang nakikita mo at ginagawa ng iba ay TUNAY na masama."




let's call it the "Vsession".


2/12/11
11:59pm






Wednesday, February 9, 2011

theSafestPAIN

i'm sitting here in front of my computer desk with my blogger account on screen and tabs for my facebook and plurk accounts. i'm trying to write a new blog entry after more than a month of being a dormant blogger. it is a weird feeling like being a newbie when you're obviously not. perhaps it's because i'm having my blogger anxiety again, i guess, that i fuss over what sentence should come first then next. to get it off the screen, i'm alternately clicking my facebook and plurk accounts' tabs -reading status updates, checking on-line friends and typing my default plurk updates in for karma-ups, the usual things i do when spending my net-night. see how friends are just clicks away!

yes, just clicks away. but why is it so hard for me to check on him and say hello? damn! all i know is i fumble. hugs and imissyoumuch are merely the safest words i can post on his wall.

i don't have much courage to talk to my best friend whom i've been missing so much these days. as much as i want to hear my [2nd] mommy's voice, i just can't talk to her over the phone. i'm afraid i would just utter things not so helpful then throw myself into tears.

it pains me everytime mama asks me "Nakaulay mo na si Kev sa facebook?" and the safest answer i can say is [at least to me] "Dai man siya on-line." perhaps, that's the least i could do, not making any calls or anything that can make them [and apparently me] cry.

well, i guess avoidance coping strategies are over. i successfully kept my feelings for a week that i even refused to believe that it happened. i tried not to think about them and managed not to let what i know surface my awareness. it was the best for a short span of time but not anymore this time [unfortunately.hayyy.]. 

so tell me, am i too self-centered that i chose to be safest from their pain? 
the worst best friend anyone could ever have.


2/9/11
11:50pm

Monday, December 20, 2010

ME♥


oh how i wish i had my magic carpet just to give YOU my super tight healing CHIPKO.♥



12/21/10
11:51am

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

MEtheSinger

i am a singer on my own that...
makes me break out in random singing(again).





You're beautiful, that's for sure
You'll never ever fade
You're lovely, but it's not for sure
That I won't ever change
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And I need for you to know is

Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years in
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is

It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try
To tell me, me that you love me
Each and every single day
I know, I'm going to have to eventually
Give you yea yea yea yea yea yea
And though my love is rare, rare, rare
And though my love is true, yea
Hey I'm just scared yea yea
That we may fall through, yea yea yea yea

I'm like a bird
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is



fly to where YOU want to be.
fly with your broken wings.
go fly and find YOU.

hugs.Ü

12/08/09
10:39pm

Sunday, December 5, 2010

LOVEgame

good morning!



butterflies in my stomach
earlier than usual









waiting
phonecalls
text messages
thinking aloud




decoding symbols

station people (super salamat)
act naturally, as if nothing 's happening
14 halts
what he likes , what he does not
19 items 
"mali symbol mo."



maze

offiice
cubicle
usro
triumph
back to office
library
then  back to office again
[nakaabot pa pala ng Karlos, eh wala naman dun.]
"i'm lost. di ko na gets."



last clue

"walang clue baga."
magic word
guessing
hints
right word
"nasaan na?"
"pikit muna."
FROG...
"o, baka may tinatago ka pa."
bonuses 


yellow and green tags


letters from friends
"pabasa rin ako."
aloud 
reading
"tapos ka na?"




movie date

movie house
spoiler alert!spoiler alert!
"umiiyak ka noh?"
"shit, si mama!"
panic room
laughing out loud
stop mocking me



last letter of the day




"sabi daw! meron pa."
♥.♥






when OTHERNESS becomes ONENESS, then it's US
i hope everything made sense.
♥

12/04/10
post birthday surprise